How I’ve always been until I realised it shouldn’t be a one way street.
Anonymous: I love you Holly!! Don't let anyone tell you how you should be feeling. You are gorgeous and amazing and can be upset about Doug for as long as you want to. Feelings don't just go away because things end. Stay strong sweetheart, you are awesome xx
I shall try. Thank you tonnes. xx
Anonymous: Are you stupid? Doug is not coming back, especially not for you. To put it in to a cliche term, he is just not that into you. Time to sort your shit out and move the fuck on, he probably has. Just thought I'd give it to you straight.
Yes, I seem to be. I do realise he is staying in England and I am not a reason to return. And yes, there are a lot of very pretty girls out there and he is truly wonderful, so I guess he may have moved on already - easy peasy. It does not however, mean I have to move on at the same rate, nor did I expect to.
Hey, thank you for the extra kick while I’m down.
Have you ever just looked at someone and thought, “I really love you”. They’re just talking or humming or watching a movie or reading a book or laughing or something, and there’s something about them in that moment—their body is alive, there’s a light in their eyes, something—that makes you think, “I just really love you.” It’s a weird sensation to think this, but it’s pretty awesome that we can feel this way about another being.
